Even the sun sets in Paradise

I know it's hard to remember the people we used to be. It's even harder to picture that you're not here next to me. You say it's too late to make it, but is it too late to try?
And in our time that I wasted, all of our bridges burned down.

I've wasted my nights, you turned out the lights.

Now I'm paralyzed.

You turned your back on tomorrow because I forgot yesterday.
You gave me your love to borrow but I just gave it away.
You can't expect me to be fine, I don't expect you to care.

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you.

 Still stuck in that time when we called it love.

But even the sun sets in paradise.

I know I've said it before,
But all of our bridges burned down.

Payphone - Maroon 5

Low low low~

Hi folks,

Been quite some time since I popped in, eh?

Well, things haven't been going so good lately. F*cked up family members who just makes my blood boil at the sight of them, funerals, and plain ol' helplessness. But I'm not gonna elaborate on that, or it'll just take pages and pages to fill you in.

That's only part of it. The sequel would be of friendship falling apart. i t was on my account, so I can't blame nobody for that, except myself. Plus, I don't think I'm doing a pretty good job of mending it. I brought it upon myself, and now I don't know what to do about it. Every attempt seems to just go down the drain.

So yeah, it's been a pretty crummy week. I don't go to sleep happy, and neither do I wake up happy.
What a start to a day.

*Sigh...*